Saturday, January 25, 2014

The Honored Guest




    

The Honored Guest

Outside my window 
An invitation to dance
Sways in the wind and
The warm hand of that light
Smooths rough linear bodies
Stretching up and out to endless blue where
Wet lambits of cloud
Catch wildly in the
Bony extremities of branch

O! To become once again
A lover of trees!
O! To feel that strength inside
My own feeble bones
And stretch my body
Along those soaring flanks
To drink the rising sap
And so,  loved once more
By forest glade,
Become the honored guest 

WPS. Hawkscry 7/7/2010

Thursday, January 23, 2014

Candy for Gold; A commentary on ego development


   

The following article from Tricycle Magazine discusses the healthy functioning of the ego and contrasts this with the concept of egolessness prevalent in Western Buddhist thought. Thanissaro Bhikkhu unties this tricky knot brilliantly. Years back, many Buddhist teachers in the West began using the term “egolessness” to explain the Buddha’s teaching on not-self. Since then, egolessness has come to mean many things to many people. Sometimes egolessness is used to mean a lack of conceit or self-importance; sometimes, a pure mode of acting without thought of personal reward. In its most extended form, though, the teaching on egolessness posits a fundamental error of perception: that despite our sense of a lasting, separate self, no such self really exists. According to this view, to provide for the happiness of this illusory self, we not only place our hopes on an impossible goal but also harm ourselves and everyone around us. If we could only see the fallacy of the ego and understand its harmful effects, we would let it go and find true happiness in the interconnectedness that is our true nature. Read more here.

Monday, January 20, 2014

Meditation on Hatching Bird

Birdsong From Inside The Egg

 
Birdsong From Inside The Egg


Sometimes a lover of God may faint
In the presence. Then the Beloved bends
And whispers in his ear, “Beggar, spread out
Your robe. I’ll fill it with gold.
I’ve come to protect your consciousness.
Where has it gone? Come back into awareness.”

This fainting is because
Lovers want so much.


A chicken invites a camel into her hen house,
And the whole structure is demolished.
A rabbit nestles down
With its eyes closed
In the arms of a lion.

There is an excess
In spiritual searching
That is profound ignorance.


Let that ignorance be our teacher!

The Friend breathes into one
who has no breath.

A deep silence revives the listening
And the speaking of those two who meet on the riverbank.

Like the ground turning green
in a spring wind.
Like birdsong beginning inside the egg.
Like this universe coming into existence,
The lover wakes, and whirls
in a dancing joy,
then kneels down in praise.



- Rumi   

Sunday, January 12, 2014

Commentary on Walking Like A Buddha

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In the hyperbolic society we live in it is easy to feel bored with doing nothing. The endless distractions that offer themselves up to us beckon from every corner. Indeed it is more of a bombardment than an offering! And the cultural message is often clear, though at times subtle, which is that if you are not participating in some way in the frenetic, distractive energy of consumption, you are a loser.

So we tap into the energy that swirls around us like a hurricane. And when we are not able to do that we often feel bored or even depressed, often feeling that something is wrong with us or that we are in some way less worthy  than those who seem happily caught up in doing.

This is how we lose touch with the inner life and the richness that comes from quieting the mind enough to allow our innate inner wisdom to bubble up from the center of our being. It is only with this knowledge that we can begin to see  how everything is forever engaged in a connected and intimate dance. Thich Nhat Hahn calls this inter being. .

Driving through the lovely Sandy Mush Valley of North Carolina on the way to Hawkscry, I frequently see  solitary figures sitting on their front porch, rocking back and forth for long spells. What a wonderful contrast to the frenetic pace of the city! Some might call it a waste of time and apply a negative label.  But I think otherwise on the matter. I can imagine there are numerous little epiphanies that spring forth as a result of overhearing the chatter of house sparrows or the quiet song of the breeze as it caresses the long-needled pine or gently embraces the tall poplar in an intimate dance. How many of these little voices in nature are missed in the great "doing" of our so called civilized life? What precious messages are being obliterated by modern life?

We are not being encouraged to cultivate a taste for the quiet life anymore, or even to remain patient with ourselves in quiet moments of "down time". In our quest for ever greater productivity as a measure of our success as a nation we require more and more from fewer and fewer people resulting in the gradual elimination of "down time". Every moment is filled leaving one exhausted and depleted. We are living in a time of spiritual impoverishment as a result, not to be confused with religion which is doing quite well in that it appeals to such depleted souls as a source of relief. But this does not satisfy our inner yearning to return to something more fundamental, more elemental, even more connected to star dust. That is what I call the feeling of Homecoming. A return to what lies behind all the noise and which is untouched by it.

WPS

Saturday, January 11, 2014

A Solitary Existance in the Taiga

Fascinating story of Agafia, a 70 year old woman who has lived in the Siberian wilderness her entire life. Her family fled Stalin and religious persecution. Her parents hiked more than 160 miles into the wilderness to live apart from civilization and persecution. They were unaware of the second world war. She lived for 40 years with hardly and outside contact.The resilience of the human spirit is in full view as she struggles to maintain her solitary life in light of the increased difficulties brought on by aging.  https://youtu.be/tt2AYafET68dFCC

Monday, January 6, 2014

Harry Manx: Death Have Mercy

Harry Manx

Nine Summers Lost performed by Harry Manx. The music and style are pure blues with a dash of raga thrown in for spice. Incredible. Check out his youtube selections as well.


Sunday, January 5, 2014

Walking Like A Buddha

Here is a very simple and beautiful message from Thich Nhat Hahn taken from the Tricycle Wisdom articles.


In the Lotus Sutra, the Buddha is described as the most respected and loved creature who walked on two feet. He was so loved because he knew how to enjoy a good walk. Walking is an important form of Buddhist meditation. It can be a very deep spiritual practice. But when the Buddha walked, he walked without effort. He just enjoyed walking. He didn’t have to strain, because when you walk practice ofin mindfulness, you are in touch with the all the wonders of life within you and around you. This is the best way to practice, with the appearance of nonpractice. You don’t make any effort, you don’t struggle, you just enjoy walking, but it’s very deep. “My practice,” the Buddha said, “is the nonpractice, the attainment of nonattainment.”

For many of us, the idea of practice without effort, of the relaxed pleasure of mindfulness, seems very difficult. That is because we don’t walk with our feet. Of course, physically our feet are doing the walking, but because our minds are elsewhere, we are not walking with our full body and our full consciousness. We see our minds and our bodies as two separate things. While our bodies are walking one way, our consciousness is tugging us in a different direction.

For the Buddha, mind and the body are two aspects of the same thing. Walking is as simple as putting one foot in front of the other. But we often find it difficult or tedious. We drive a few blocks rather than walk in order to “save time.” When we understand the interconnectedness of our bodies and our minds, the simple act of walking like the Buddha can feel supremely easy and pleasurable.

You can take a step and touch the earth in such a way that you establish yourself in the present moment; you will arrive in the here and the now. You don’t need to make any effort at all. Your foot touches the earth mindfully, and you arrive firmly in the here and the now. And suddenly you are free—free from all projects, all worries, all expectations. You are fully present, fully alive, and you are touching the earth.

When you practice slow walking meditation alone, try this: Breathe in and take one step, and focus all your attention on the sole of your foot. If you have not arrived fully, one hundred percent in the here and the now, don’t make the next step. You have the luxury of doing this. Then when you’re sure that you’ve arrived one hundred percent in the here and the now, touching reality deeply, then you smile and you make the next step. When you walk like this, you print your stability, your solidity, your freedom, your joy on the ground. Your foot is like a seal. When you put the seal on a piece of paper, the seal makes an impression. Looking in your footstep, you see the mark of freedom, the mark of solidity, the mark of happiness, the mark of life. You can make a step like that because there is a buddha in you—buddhanature, the capacity of being aware of what is going on. There is a buddha in every one of us, and we should allow the buddha to walk.

Even in the most difficult situation, you can walk like a buddha. Last year I visited Korea, and there was one moment when my group was surrounded by hundreds of people. Each of them had a camera, and they were closing in. There was no path to walk, and everyone was aiming their camera at us. It was a very difficult situation in which to do walking meditation, so I said, “Dear Buddha, I give up, you walk for me.” And right away the Buddha came, and he walked, with complete freedom, and the crowd made room for the Buddha to walk; no effort was made. If you find yourself in some difficulty, step aside, and allow the Buddha to take your place. The Buddha is in you. This works in all situations, I have tried it. It’s like encountering a problem when you’re using the computer. You can’t get out of the situation. But then your big brother who is very skillful with computers comes along and says, “Move over a little, I’ll take over.” And as soon as he sits down, everything is all right. It’s like that. When you find it difficult, withdraw and allow the Buddha to take your place. You have to have faith in the Buddha within, and allow the Buddha to walk, and also allow the people dear to you to walk.

When you walk, who do you walk for? You can walk to get somewhere but you can also walk as a kind of meditative offering. It’s nice to walk for your parents or for your grandparents who may not have known the practice of walking in mindfulness. You ancestors may have spent their whole life without the chance to make peaceful, happy steps and establish themselves fully in the present moment.

It is possible for you to walk with the feet of your mother. You can say, “Mother, would you like to walk with me?” And then you walk with her, and your heart will fill with love. You free yourself and you free her at the same time, because your mother is in you, in every cell of your body. Your father is also fully present in every cell of your body. You can say, “Dad, would you like to join me?” Then suddenly you walk with the feet of your father. It’s a joy. It’s very rewarding. You don’t have to fight and struggle in order to do it. Just become aware.

After you have been able to walk for your dear ones, you can walk for the people who have made your life miserable. You can walk for those who have attacked you, who have destroyed your home, your country, and your people. These people weren’t happy. They didn’t have enough love for themselves and for other people. They have made your life miserable, and the life of your family and your people miserable. And there will be a time when you’ll be able to walk for them too. Walking like that, you become a buddha, you become a bodhisattva filled with love, understanding, and compassion.

WALKING MEDITATION PRACTICE
The mind can go in a thousand directions.
But on this beautiful path, I walk in peace.
With each step, a gentle wind blows.
With each step, a flower blooms.


During walking meditation we walk slowly, in a relaxed way, keeping a light smile on our lips. When we practice this way, we feel deeply at ease, and our steps are those of the most secure person on Earth. Walking meditation is really to enjoy the walking—walking not in order to arrive, just for walking, to be in the present moment, and to enjoy each step. Therefore you have to shake off all worries and anxieties, not thinking of the future, not thinking of the past, just enjoying the present moment. Anyone can do it. It takes only a little time, a little mindfulness, and the wish to be happy.

We walk all the time, but usually it is more like running. Our hurried steps print anxiety and sorrow on the Earth. If we can take one step in peace, we can take two, three, four, and then five steps for the peace and happiness of humankind.

Our mind darts from one thing to another, like a monkey swinging from branch to branch without stopping to rest. Thoughts have millions of pathways, and we are forever pulled along by them into the world of forgetfulness. If we can transform our walking path into a field for meditation, our feet will take every step in full awareness, our breathing will be in harmony with our steps, and our mind will naturally be at ease. Every step we take will reinforce our peace and joy and cause a stream of calm energy to flow through us. Then we can say, “With each step, a gentle wind blows.”

While walking, practice conscious breathing by counting steps. Notice each breath and the number of steps you take as you breathe in and as you breathe out. If you take three steps during an in-breath, say, silently, “One, two, three,” or “In, in, in,” one word with each step. As you breathe out, if you take three steps, say, “Out, out, out,” with each step. If you take three steps as you breathe in and four steps as you breathe out, you say, “In, in, in. Out, out, out, out,” or “One, two, three. One, two, three, four.”

Don’t try to control your breathing. Allow your lungs as much time and air as they need, and simply notice how many steps you take as your lungs fill up and how many you take as they empty, mindful of both your breath and your steps. The key is mindfulness.

When you walk uphill or downhill, the number of steps per breath will change. Always follow the needs of your lungs. Do not try to control your breathing or your walking. Just observe them deeply.

When you begin to practice, your exhalation may be longer than your inhalation. You might find that you take three steps during your in-breath and four steps on your out-breath. If this is comfortable for you, enjoy practicing this way. After you have been doing walking meditation for some time, your in-breath and out-breath will probably become equal: 3-3, or 2-2, or 4-4.

If you see something along the way that you want to touch with your mindfulness—the blue sky, the hills, a tree, or a bird—just stop, but while you do, continue breathing mindfully. You can keep the object of your contemplation alive by means of mindful breathing. If you don’t breathe consciously, sooner or later your thinking will settle back in, and the bird or the tree will disappear. Always stay with your breathing.

After you have been practicing for a few days, try adding one more step to your exhalation. For example, if your normal breathing is 2-2, without walking any faster, lengthen your exhalation and practice 2-3 for four or five times. Then go back to 2-2. In normal breathing, we never expel all the air from our lungs. There is always some left. By adding another step to your exhalation, you will push out more of this stale air. Don’t overdo it. Four or five times are enough. More can make you tired. After breathing this way four or five times, let your breath return to norma1. Then, five or ten minutes later, you can repeat the process. Remember to add a step to the exhalation, not the inhalation.

After practicing for a few more days, your lungs might say to you, “If we could do 3-3 instead of 2-3, that would be wonderful.” If the message is clear, try it, but even then, only do it four or five times. Then go back to 2-2. In five or ten minutes, begin 2-3, and then do 3-3 again. After several months, your lungs will be healthier and your blood will circulate better. Your way of breathing will have been transformed.

When we practice walking meditation, we arrive in each moment. When we enter the present moment deeply, our regrets and sorrows disappear, and we discover life with all its wonders. Breathing in, we say to ourselves, “I have arrived.” Breathing out, we say, “I am home.” When we do this, we overcome dispersion and dwell peacefully in the present moment, which is the only moment for us to be alive.

You can also practice walking meditation using the lines of a poem. In Zen Buddhism, poetry and practice always go together.

I have arrived.
I am home
in the here,
in the now.
I am solid.
I am free.
In the ultimate
I dwell.


As you walk, be fully aware of your foot, the ground, and the connection between them, which is your conscious breathing. People say that walking on water is a miracle, but to me, walking peacefully on the Earth is the real miracle. The Earth is a miracle. Each step is a miracle. Taking steps on our beautiful planet can bring real happiness.

Thich Nhat Hanh is a Buddhist monk, poet, scholar, and human rights activist. In 1967, he was nominated by Martin Luther King, Jr. for the Nobel Peace Prize. He lives at Plum Village, his meditation center in France. This article was adapted from From Buddha Mind, Buddha Body: Walking Toward Enlightenment © 2007 by Thich Nhat Hanh. Reprinted with permission of Parallax Press, Berkeley, California, www.parallax.org.

Friday, January 3, 2014

Cara's last day on earth December 2013

Our dear grand-dog Cara finally succumbed to the ravages of old age at the end of this year 2013. She will be fondly remembered for her loyalty and steadfastness. She was a dedicated protector and loved nothing more than to guard the flock, which for her was her human family. Hawkscry was her favorite place to hang out and there she is buried near Dogwood Cottage. She is now free to roam the hills as the official ghost dog at Hawkscry. May her journey be blessed. Following are pictures of cara and her owner Christopher on her last day.

New Year Celebration At Hawkscry 2014

Tom and Kefir have a deep philosophical discussion
Cathy regails the gathering on guitar
A blessed start to 2014. The skies cleared to a resplendent blue and the sun bathed all in its gentle warmpth. Thirty-five seekers gathered for the annual Hawkscry celebration and the circle of light ceremony. May all beings be well. May all beings be happy. peace. Peace. Peace.